Wednesday, May 25, 2011

♥ ::: 反省篇 :::♥

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起


对不起
总是让自己不开心

总是莫名其妙的忧伤
给自己太多的压力

总是忘了提醒自己
好好照顾自己

总是不能为所欲为的
做自己喜欢的事

总是和别人说对不起
而忘了自己

因为悲观
让自己不再相信生活

因为倔强
让自己受了很多伤

因为伪装
让自己活的很辛苦

因为年轻
让自己疲惫了太久

因为悲伤
麻烦了一些爱我的人

很久没有好好的照顾自己
很久没有好好的利用时间享受生活     
很久没有给自己挑一份喜欢的礼物

曾经为了别人
而难为自己
难过的时候
只能让自己硬撑着
含泪微笑的时候
我没有倾诉
心那么的疼
还要假装着不在乎
让自己装了这么多年的无所谓

很多东西
我没有学会好好珍惜     
对不起
忘记了要搁浅
对不起
再也找不回原来的自己了

弄丢了太多的东西
忘记了太多的事情
舍弃了太多的责任


对不起
对不起
对不起
真的对不起

不敢乞求自己的原谅
只有让自己活得更好
才能对过去的生活有所补偿

忘记所有
重新开始
抬头仰望夜空
眼泪都已倒流
嘴角轻轻上扬
告诉自己…
明天太阳依旧灿烂
生活却要华丽转身

摘自 : Facebook ::  Μακιγδ Fυjιι  (喜欢她的支持她吧! :))


看了这一篇 ,
我反省反省,
才发觉我那么地不珍惜自己 :(
I'm sorry!

♥ Say Bye to Exam ♥

What i can say at this moment is that :
Exam is finally OVER!
Oh Yeah! :) ♥
''虽然说是考完啦 ,但我怎么还是开心不起来哪 . 呼呼呼~''
 But ,don't even try to ask me how was the exam .
总的来说 ,
不错 · 还好 · okay · 死不了  xD

At the same time ,
we got to know our marks .
Sad to say , i am totally disappointed with what i get!! :(

成绩差 , 只能说怪自己当初不用心 
是我活该!没用!笨蛋!

♥ Plan before Holidayyys ♥

Alright ,
these WERE plans i had during examination was going on :
  • Trip to my beloved country , Singapore. (Please don't mention that im a traitor! xD)
  • Treat my grandmum a lunch / dinner .
  • Hangout with friends .


......and now the 1st  had been cancelled! :(
So sad to hear that!
I cried the whole evening :'(

:::::: 施下的期望太多 , 得到的却是 0 成果 :::::
失望透了哇哇哇 :'(
我努力劝劝自己 :
''哭也没有用 , 下次吧 ok!''

♥ I'm Useless! ♥

最近我时常哭 ,
Don't ask me why . IDK!
渐渐爱上了把自己反锁在房里躲在角落痛痛地哭 .
Why?我是不是疯了?

或许...
我太忙于课业 .
近期都在拼命读书应付考试
根本忽略了我本身的感受哪!
越想就越觉得自己对不起自己!
不过我会袮补袮补啦  :DD

或许...
我真的太寂寞 , 太孤单了 .
最近都没什么人能联络 .
就算联络上了 ,
也只是暂时性的 .

或许...或许...
太多的或许换来了责备的心态 .



♥♥♥



Friday, May 6, 2011

♥ I Serve NUFFNANG! ♥

最近听说BLOG能赚钱耶 ,
其实我早就知道了.
只不过突然浮现了一个 :
Chiang Chiang Chiang 
我要去试一试毕!!
竟试试也无妨哪 , 
对不对 ? :D

So ,
我在Google AdSence 注册会员 ,
接着它说要等一星期 算是给他们时间approve吧 .
 
就到了昨天 ,
我上MSN 检查信箱时 ,
  意外地发现一则惊喜的邮件  

OMG!
我被approve了呢 , 真是意外中的惊喜哪!
所以我就一直期盼 ...
期盼会有很多人来按按我blog的广告 ,
期盼会收到nuffnang给我的支票....
想到这里心里暗笑了 :D

悲伤的是 :((
我打开monetize的report时 ,
看到令人眼刺的数目
那个'1'就出现在click的下面.
哎 . 原来我的blog都不受欢迎 .
我知道偶尔会有陌生人来这里探访  有些则是路过的
follower呢 也没几个
看来机会非常之渺小 .
不过我还是希望能收到的第一封支票噢! :)


Next

昨天星期四很 Suey
补akaun时
就依旧坐在那个倒霉的座位 
 [P.S : 倒霉的座位 = 滴水的地方]
刚好坐在我旁边的马来女生也有来
所以只好挤着坐咯

-开堂-

 (1) 抄抄抄...
在画着线时  没笔芯了 ,
就换一支按按笔 ,
用了没多久 又断笔芯啦 .
真气

(2) 笔盖掉到地上去 ,
 [P.S:  我很少弄跌铅笔的]
我看地方那么窄 ,
就想说补完习再拾 ,
过后那马来人也弄跌什么东西 ,
她就俯下身去拾 ,
我就以为她会帮我拾 ,
哪知...
她没有!!

靠人不如靠自己 .


(3)接着去补BM
到了那里还是很早 ,
就站在那里排队 ,
怎么知道越排就越多人 ,
好多人  好挤呀 .
当时我还是空着肚子的呢!
我再也不想去补星期四的那堂课了 :'(
It's suffering!


The End 

Sunday, May 1, 2011

♥ The End ♥

Today is public holiday
Uhm..but nothing special about it - Labour's Day!
As usual , i stay at house , doing nothing . :X
Awww , what can i do now and later? :(

-------------------------------------------------------

Exams is around the corner , but...
Sad to say , i'm still not ready for it!
I promise to study soon ,
and lock my lappy until the exams is ended . 

For those who is facing exams soon :
Work harder for more A+'s!You can,means i can too :)
Kambateh!!



I wish i could get the expected results,as i dreamt!GBM.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

♥ My results ♥

What's about my results?TT
It's really bad,make me disappointed.
Let see how bad is it :
   I am totally disappointed with what i get!!

Well , i got to work harder and harder ,
or else i'm gonna turn worse and worst!
I have to be strong and prove them i will success!


'Kambateh'!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

♥ Ending of March Holidays ♥

Today is 20 March , which is the last day of holidays.
Well , look back what i did in the whole week.
I played computer , did window-shopping at Tesco,Taiping Sentral,Giant,Econsave......(o.0)
However , the part that i appreciate very much is that i spent a lot of time with my beloved mummy , sister , and uncle .
We went shopping,shopping,and shopping.Shop a lot! xD

What's about HOMEWORK?
Huhu!I didn't finish my homework.I was rushing to complete them , but never! 
Did you ever hear that ‘功课是永远做不完的’ ? It is so true!

Conclusion that i can make for the holidays : 
I realized that family is the more important compared to others.With the company of mummy , i can feel the 'taste' the feeling of 'Home'.It is so sweet! :) HOME SWEET HOME! xD
Although my homework haven't finish lah xD but it really worth it!!Anyway , i had wasted most of my time :(

Tomorrow we are back to school.I should have a new start for my academy.I have a new mission for myself :
Stop touching the laptop and the broadband stick for the upcoming week.Can i? xD nevermind , i'll try!

Saturday, March 19, 2011

♥ BERNICE! MUMMY! UNCLE SOON ♥

Well , in this post , i'm going to write about those days with Mummy,little Bernice and also Uncle Soon! :)
They came back on last Sunday (13 March 11) night,about 8pm.Seriously,i was extremely excited,excited to see them.They didn't come back on Chinese New Year,and so tat we never meet about ONE YEAR!I'm gonna crazy when i heard that they were coming back here =)

First of all , BERNICE! She was like previous year , were strange of us once she entered the house.I tried to hug and play with her , but she seem not in mood. Maybe she needs time to merge with us.Hehe!
Mummy,was also same like previously,take out those stuff especially shirts for me.She had just bought 3 new T-shirts for me.At night,we went to ta-pao supper but we dint spend much time together.I had school on the next morning!Damn!

The next day(Monday),after my school time(12.00am) , we went to Tesco.Shop,and shop,and shop,then cash-out.Haha!Totally,my mum spent bout RM200.Before returning home,we had food and beverage at KFC.However,i just ate a few cuz' i'm rushing for tuition on 4.00pm.

Tuesday(15 March 11) , afternoon , they went to Taiping,without me! :( I had tuition class later.They didn't want to be rushed , so they didn't bring me along.Huhu!Sobs!and thanks to God , i just had a few homework for Accounts.

Wednesday(16 March 11) . I didn't have any tuition class that day.So we went to Wisma Persekutuan Taiping to renew my passport.Mum bring every documents that related with our relationship.Once we reached,i filled in the forms.Then,hand in to the staff.Everything was ready , the only thing left is grandma's lastest photos and mum's photocopied passport.What to do?The camera there had broke down!So we went to Taiping Photo Shop to capture photos.But anyway , i felt it was troublesome.I mean the goverment site!When everything is done,we handed-in.We waited for 1 hours to take our new passport.Due to the sleepiness,the two old folk had been sent home to rest and we,the youngster,took a cab to Taiping Sentral.Here,i had happy moment with them.Again,we shop,and this time it was different.It took a long time!Mum bought a new shirt for me.Uncle bought a new bag for me.Yay!i was satisfied with what i got from them!Mum bought a new slide bag for herself too and Uncle bought two pairs of shoes for himself.Totally , we bought a lot things.Then , we had dinner at Oldtown too.Mum ordered Laksa and i ordered clay pot salted rice with a ham.It was quite delicious :)

Thursday(17 March 11) . Aunt and uncle had went to Thailand.I skipped tuition class as no one fetched me there.TRANSPORTLESS!At night, we went Giant and shop again.

Friday(18 March 11) . At night , we went to Econsave.I have long time never been there.It changed alot and the stuffs were sold cheaply there.

Saturday(19 March 11) . In the morning , bout 10.55am , they went back.We were there to sent they.Im so sad that they are leaving so soon.Haiz..Mum told me to be obedient as i'm already big.Mum,no worries,i will! :')

I keep telling myself not to be sad.We will meet again in the year-end holidays!Yes,we shall!

Friday, March 11, 2011

♥ Exam is over ♥

First day - BM~Oh Yeah!i did well and i'm confident to get A! :)
The subject that i'm worry about is Additional Mathematics! I DID NOT complete my graph in time!!OH HELL~May God bless me.I'm scared that i will failed!
and the rest,definitely will pass =)

Yeah :)
no more stress!cuz exam is just over xD.
keep it up,Ting.

Mummy will be back soon!excited :D

Sunday, January 30, 2011

♥ YO! GONG XI FA CHAIIII :D ♥

Advenced wishes of Happy Chinese New Year for yaa' :D
Looking forward to receive Angpaus Heeeee :)
One more thing :
Imma going to perm , cut and do reborning for my long hair very soon !
Hair-cut day will be on next week or 2 weeks later :D

Saturday, January 1, 2011

♥ 2011 BRAND NEW YEAR ♥

Sad that 2010 past so soon .
Here comes a BRAND NEW YEAR 2011 .
Hmm...
First of all ,
wish you guys lucks and .
Happy New Year!! x)

This year im going to sit for a public examination .
So , wish me lucks :)
I'll do my best!

What's my new year resolution?
  • 1.First,of course my SPM.I wish to see flying colours' result on this certificate :)
  • 2.Second,wish that i could get a new handphone.Coz my current handphone has some problem that course i can't turn it on :(
  • 3.Hope that i could get much much money for the coming CNY :D
  • 4.Hmmmm...i haven't think of the fifth xD


Lastly,i would like to dedicate this song for you all :)
Sorry That I Loved You 


PS: Since school is gonna reopen , so i won't be online frequently as usual ,i think! Sorry to those who view my blog.Thanks alot BTW :)